whats in a heart

Nobody knows how our stories would end. Nobody knows what is going to happen next except anticipating what is most likely to happen given the circumstances. But then sometimes, glitches happens, to make the unexpected happen or the expected-unexpected to not happen. And then once again, we are clueless.

We may only all know what we want in our hearts. Deep. Deep. Deep. The problem is we dont always understand what it is.

We go for it, we take it, we have it and then we lose it.
We dont go for it, someone else will take it, we will never have it, and it was lost before you knew it.
We go for it, we take it, we have it, we give it away, and we lose it.
We dont go for it, it comes to us, we have it, we take it for granted, we lose it.
We go for it, we dont take it, we lose it.
We go for it, lose it; we dont go for it, lose it.

We may lose it everytime, but are we still willing to go for it?
Whatever it is. Its what your heart wants.
And it will not always makes sense, it might even go against everything you believed in, but when you still follow it, thats when you know for sure, you're starting to live your life, just like you were supposed to do.
Live.


but even i am dead most times.