My Dental Diet

This is not good. This is not good. Its been a week since I've religously followed my dentist's recommended diet for me. Yes this diet is from my dentist..who has provided me with "The official No-Eat-List" in caring for my brackets and my teeth. One week pa lang... and I already feel like Mt. Pinatubo. Only I dont know when i'll snap. Im trying to stay positive (at least Im losing weight..;) ) but i think im starting to feel the sadness sinking in. I miss real food. (note: real food = meaning in my world...nuggets, fries, chicken, sweet n sour, isaw na bilog - well they're not really the healthy line-up but hayaan niyo na ko...) Kanina lang napanuod ko nga ang commercial ng Mc Donald's, Naluluha na akong talaga, walang exagg..promise. ;( kunan ba daw ng close-up shots ang nuggets at fries....para na rin akong nanuod ng Malaala Mo Kaya. Drama ang dating sa akin ng commercial na yun.

What's funny pa is...yesterday at the office, I found myself googling for pictures of fried chicken/steak/ and yes even isaw. I saved them to a folder and even edited them so they'll all be in one same photo. After doing that, I just stared at it. wala lang. Then I realized i must be going insane (if im not already), googling for photos of food i'd like to eat that im not allowed to eat is in the first place ridiculous already, tapos tititigan ko pa. So yun I deleted the photo but not... without hesitation in my heart. Pathetic wahahaha ;p. Really pathetic eh?. ;p huhuhu. 2 months daw sabi ni doc. It sounds like foreverrr and everrrrr. I feel like my hunger and my cravings are confined in my own Big Brother House. It is nerve racking. If you know me, you'd know Im forever in love with sweet n Sour Pork. And Sweet n Sour Pork is just one of those things i'd like to sink my teeth in asap. Because right now...I'm missing food like a teenage girl whose always hopeful to see her first big crush pero hindi naman niya maka-close. Pakiramdam ko by the time talaga na pwede na akong kumain maiiyak ako sa tuwa... FoooooOOooooOooood. I dont know how long id stay good to the diet.