For A Change

Oo I know late na para mag post pa ako ng New Year's Resolution ko. But who cares. Atleast meron,so lets see:

1. I will not forget to put the alcohol cap back on it after using it.
So far yan na lang muna, wala na akong ibang maisip eh hahahaha ;p

The truth is I like being me. (Or do I?;p). I dont eat vegetables. I dont drink milk and I dont like cheese on my spaghetti and I like my M&M's with nuts. (wheee I'm very healthy) I believe that the Martilyo Gang exist or existed (they are people who will kill you to death using hammers by tricking you into picking up coins which are actually glued randomly on sidewalks and basta sa sahig ng public places, do you never wonder why may mga barya sa kung saan saan. Dont mind it , its a trap ;p hahaha) ;p. I memorize at least one line in a really good movie. (I can't help it, good dialogues blow me away and Im a sucker for good flicks.) ;p. I am mabait but i also have my temper- so do not piss me off on a level we both wont like especially if we're not really that close. ;) hahaha

New Year's Resolution are list of things that are supposed to make us better people, suppose to change us for the better. So would I be so wrong to say that for a change, I dont want to change. Maybe I even want to go back to how I used to be. Lately, I realized I overdose myself on thoughts not healthy for me, I think too much of things and compound them into something deeper. I am confusing myself. As a result, I've forgotten to appreciate the people around me. Including Ryan. I'm sorry. Im going to try to retrace my steps and pick up my small smiles and my silly hugs along the way so next time, I'll have them in hand for you. I'll pick myself up where i lost myself. One day at a time (Geez i like saying that: One day at a time...I'm starting to really annoy myself ;p).

As for one of my silly ideas in the bucket list for the year. Im really looking forward to learning how to swim. (and wearing my two piece hahaha :P kapal), whenever that would be, its going to be this year (but just in case it doesn't happen, i hope i still have next year..Lord let me live long enough for my bikini hahaha ;p, let me grace the beach with my annoying shining presence ;p).

I am full of silly things. I wonder if twenty years later, will my blogs still be online? Will Czesca be able to read it and blackmail me with things i write so she could flee off to the beach wearing whatever? ;p haha. I just hope she carries it with grace and smarts, and hindi siya lumaking baduy then ;)