Ang Pag Ibig Ni Cherryl

kapag tumibok ang puso.

Although your love has not made me invincible...
to the craps of my life,
And Although I still notice, every time the world collapse around me
… you make me smile.
For whatever reason I don’t know how,
You are the court jester of my life.

I am to you what I am not to others.
You have shot me up the heavens and made me your star.
You have sent me kisses that kiss me even when I am most unkissable.
You have won my heart even when the feet wanted to leave.
You always made me stay.
You always make me want to stay.
And though I don’t feel all tingly when you are around,
I realized, It is only when you are around
that I am truly home.
That I could be me.
All that I am. And not care.

I’m sorry if I change like the weather sometimes,
If you ask me if I love you and I give you doubt,
If you love me for all that I am while I wonder if I have a heart…
You are the greatest love of my life.
And I will no longer be blind to it.
Love is not blind. It shouldn’t be anyway.

We have been through Hades and Shit.
And actually I still don’t believe in forever…,
In fact I don’t believe in me…
But you have made me believe in you.
That there is no other man
who would survive one day at a time with me
Everyday of his entire life.
Except the man who loves me the most.

I love you back. Ryan Dy.

I love you back..again.

7 days of kimchi

Ryan is back from Korea. Korea, where living the good life is very popular and you can never wear too many clothes on at the same time. and kung saan naroon si gong chan at si yoo rin :P

Turistang turista naman si Ryan. Im happy for him and how things are doing. He liked my new hair by the way. <best hair for me is the short way.> Kasama pala nila doon si very controversial Alex Crisano, who he said was actually a nice guy contrary to how the TV world depicts him. so Showbizzz. Ha. :P and thanks to Allan, alam ko na now ang alternative pronounciation ng "COPY". hephephep. Its not 'KA-PI' its 'KO-PI'. ;p

Well Ryan was his usual crazy self.
Ryan: "Spartans, what is your profession?!!!!"
My brother just keep moving back and looking very much amused anyway.
Ryan: "Awooo!!! Awoohh!!! " .

(umiikot na mata ko ...WhaaAAAttttt?)
See his crazy.;p I wonder why i never saw that before when he was still just my regular neighbor who calls me 'idol cherry' ;) (yes, feel na feel ko naman hehehe 'idol' hahaha feeling) ;p, men will always be boys. Di bale, in fairness, lahat naman ng tao retarded kung minsan and makulit, like ako rin hehe (sa totoo lang dinadamay ko lang kayo ;p)

We were going through his luggage.
I pulled the white Nike flip flops out of the box(which was for me):

Warning: PMS ATTACK in 3...2...1 >;)

Che: "anu ba naman to... ang laki naman ng size. helloow.. anu paa ko abnormal?" (me..on being the ungrateful bitch ;p)
Ryan: "eh sabi mo nga di ba size 9US... di ba?"
Che: "anu ka ba...! ang laki neto, size 8 US sabi ko!"
Ryan: "eh kala ko size 9, ..subukan mo kaya muna"
Che: Hay nako malaki to! malaki to!"
(Slipped a foot right in and voila..sakto ;P)
Che: hehe malaki pala paa ko... hehe sakto pala. ang ganda...;)
(Courtesy of Erick, Czesca's ninong. thanks!)

Travel Travel. AAh if i can, i'd like to come along, Im a little jealous. :)I would love to travel. But I also have work and soon some classes.

Its so quiet today here at the office, its best we play some old songs "She will be loved" maroon5 to start with. ( Clicked Play) ha i can hear mhaan singing along already :p okay back to work. blog later. :)

Bruneiyuki. :P

Sing: Day after day, I must face a world of strangers where I dont belong, Im not that strong....chorus na kagad: when there's no getting over that rainbow...when my smallest of dreasm wont come true, I can take all the madness the world has to give, but i wont last a day without you.... (hahaha di ko kabisado yung song. i was singing it. niloloko ko si Ryan kagabi :) )

Che: O naiiyak ka na noh?
Ryan: ikaw nga jan eh
Stephanie: oo nga Eh ikaw nga mukhang naiiyak jan eh. (honey said to me)

I laughed. hahaha sarili ko pala niloloko ko. hahaha :P

Ryan is off to fly with the team to Brunei today.
All i asked him to buy me is tela. yes tela. cloth.
Uniquely printed fabrics. as pasalubong.

It hasnt sink in to me yet, that later when i come home, we wont be having dinner together.
We wont be having midnight snack a.k.a second dinner later.
Czesca and I will have the bed to ourselves.
Im not even sad. just unalive. Is that worse? hahaha :) no naman.
well, we'll miss you.
be waiting for you.see you in what 2 weeks?
ingat! wag ka mag pa Hostel jan. scary :)
haha kulang na lang:


lovelots,
labylab.

letter na.:P harharhar


Read this in tagalog " Terible " i almost missed Ryan's pre-boarding-the-plane-last-minute-call because of poor signal dito sa desk ko sa office.. ( ".)