HEATH LEDGER

Here comes the Blinking headline of my day. Heath Ledger is d e a d. I swear it made me cry. Im a big fan. I've always thought he did brilliant in his movies, I'd choose him over Brad Pitt anytime. I'll miss your smile, I'll miss your accent. I've always hoped you'd end up like Robert Deniro, Sean Penn, Al Pacino someday, and admired how you hated being typecasted and went for roles that would be doubtful for others. FYI. Playing Ennis in Brokeback Mountain was not his first time to accept a gay role. Although you did make me cringe there. ;p I'll definitely watch "A Dark Knight" this year (PROMISE). I dont even know if you finished filming "The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus" (showing by 2009) My sympathy and condolences to little Matilda Ledger.

And I definitely want all his movies in a DVD collection for Valentine's. I doubt though, that Ryan or anybody would give me that, Ryan is one hater, but Helloww Im just a decent fan, I dont ogle at actors the way men in general ogle for actresses (tulo-laway,etc) although i smile sheepishly ;p hahaha. I go for good acting skills and great deliverance. I bet no boyfriend is bound to understand. or trust that. (so i guess im doomed to buy the copy (if any) myself)

Change Your Stars and Follow your Feet, dun ko nga kinuha yung caption ng blogsite na to eh sa movie niya, its his line dun sa A Knight's Tale. :(

Bruneiyuki. :P

Sing: Day after day, I must face a world of strangers where I dont belong, Im not that strong....chorus na kagad: when there's no getting over that rainbow...when my smallest of dreasm wont come true, I can take all the madness the world has to give, but i wont last a day without you.... (hahaha di ko kabisado yung song. i was singing it. niloloko ko si Ryan kagabi :) )

Che: O naiiyak ka na noh?
Ryan: ikaw nga jan eh
Stephanie: oo nga Eh ikaw nga mukhang naiiyak jan eh. (honey said to me)

I laughed. hahaha sarili ko pala niloloko ko. hahaha :P

Ryan is off to fly with the team to Brunei today.
All i asked him to buy me is tela. yes tela. cloth.
Uniquely printed fabrics. as pasalubong.

It hasnt sink in to me yet, that later when i come home, we wont be having dinner together.
We wont be having midnight snack a.k.a second dinner later.
Czesca and I will have the bed to ourselves.
Im not even sad. just unalive. Is that worse? hahaha :) no naman.
well, we'll miss you.
be waiting for you.see you in what 2 weeks?
ingat! wag ka mag pa Hostel jan. scary :)
haha kulang na lang:


lovelots,
labylab.

letter na.:P harharhar


Read this in tagalog " Terible " i almost missed Ryan's pre-boarding-the-plane-last-minute-call because of poor signal dito sa desk ko sa office.. ( ".)