Boy Tawid

...itatawid ko ang gutom ko.

Ryan drove me to work this morning:

che: "Hopia!" "Hopia!"
ryan: "Bakit ka ba Hopia ng Hopia jan!"
che: "Wala lang. eh gusto ko eh..paki mo?"
ryan: "hopia ka ng hopia jan eh Nakita mo nag da-drive ako?" (aba at magugulatin, hindi naman nag kape...)
che: "so???? hopia! hopia! hopia!"
and we ended up laughing. ;p (sweet namin noh?)

Na traumatize na ata ako. Eversince we encountered Manong Pabundol ng Pabangga Gang along Makati, pag may tumatawid, medyo uneasy na ako, pakiramdam ko, tatakbo silang bigla at babangga sa amin at gugulong gulong sa kalsada kaya ayan this morning napapa-hopia hopia ako (which is admittedly a poor choice of expression by the way...and hindi naman ako kumakain ng hopia). Especially pag nasa makati kami, I cant help but remind Ryan na may tao sa gilid, or may tao sa center island although alam ko naman na nakikita niya rin sila:

Che: "Oh! may tao! ingat!!" "AAHhh! wag kang tatawid! tanga!"
Ryan: "Anu ka ba? Ba't ka ba nag papanic?"
Che: "Hindi ako nag papanic..Its a trap!! kunyari hindi sila tatawid pero tatawid sila."
Ryan: "Anu ka ba? Hindi yan scammer, nakita mo naka formal attire, pang office.."
Che: "so??? costume lang nila yan!"
tapos tawanan na naman. ;p

I mean atleast hindi ako katulad ng boyfriend ng pinsan ko (although, fine O.A ako minsan, but i prefer the term 'cautious' hahaha ;p). Anyway, in the case of my cousin's bf: A person allegedly ran towards his car and shempre nabangga/nagpabangga. And medyo lang naman bumalentong rin. At dahil isang tunay na Samaritan ang boyfriend ng pinsan ko, huminto siya at binaba ang kanyang bintana.. sabay sigaw ng "Tanga!!!" then humarurot na paalis. Note: ayon sa kwento ni cousin's bf,hindi naman namatay at hindi rin naman nabali ang buto ni Boy Tawid. (malay ko. siguro na observe niya)

Hindi ko alam kung kulang ang pedestrian lanes sa Manila. Kulang ba ang mga Pedestrian lights (yun ba tawag dun?), kulang ba sa edukasyon ang mga tao? kulang ang pera ng bayan? or kulang kulang talaga mga ibang tao ngayon? I dont know, how many people ang nag gaganitong raket. Magpapabunggo for a little money? (little crimes like this have gigantic effects with regards to molding the majority's perception, tuloy nababalewala ang buhay,kapalit ng konting pera, so kasalanan ba ito ni Gloria,example.. instead sana nung pumunta sila ni FG sa dubai at tumira sa take note 7-star hotel na ang isang gabi ay hindi bababa ng 100,000$ or more, sana ginamit na lang ang hard cash na ito sa mga programang para sa mahihirap na nakapila para sa konting budget.) Sorry hindi ko napigil mag insert ng konting political subjective views...anyway... as far as I know,Life used to be more valuable.

Good morning Pilipinas!


~~Cash and Charge PartII~~

HEATH LEDGER

Here comes the Blinking headline of my day. Heath Ledger is d e a d. I swear it made me cry. Im a big fan. I've always thought he did brilliant in his movies, I'd choose him over Brad Pitt anytime. I'll miss your smile, I'll miss your accent. I've always hoped you'd end up like Robert Deniro, Sean Penn, Al Pacino someday, and admired how you hated being typecasted and went for roles that would be doubtful for others. FYI. Playing Ennis in Brokeback Mountain was not his first time to accept a gay role. Although you did make me cringe there. ;p I'll definitely watch "A Dark Knight" this year (PROMISE). I dont even know if you finished filming "The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus" (showing by 2009) My sympathy and condolences to little Matilda Ledger.

And I definitely want all his movies in a DVD collection for Valentine's. I doubt though, that Ryan or anybody would give me that, Ryan is one hater, but Helloww Im just a decent fan, I dont ogle at actors the way men in general ogle for actresses (tulo-laway,etc) although i smile sheepishly ;p hahaha. I go for good acting skills and great deliverance. I bet no boyfriend is bound to understand. or trust that. (so i guess im doomed to buy the copy (if any) myself)

Change Your Stars and Follow your Feet, dun ko nga kinuha yung caption ng blogsite na to eh sa movie niya, its his line dun sa A Knight's Tale. :(

Dejavu in Dreams.

It is said that a person has different layers or levels of sleep. Each level manifesting a dream.


Around 11:45 am this morning,I chose to sleep rather than have lunch. My tummy ached and I was not in the mood for lunch. I curled up on the long cream leather sofa inside my boss's office. I can hear my officemates, opening their lunch and chatting from the conference room while i sense myself getting sleepier. Their voices fading in every next second that passed. I would wake up every now and then to turn from side to side or check the time. The last time I checked it was 12:57pm, and Abigail found her spot on two other single leather couches pushed in a way towards each other to form a bed.

Not long after or so it seemed, I felt myself awake but couldnt get my eyes to open. I can't move.
I relaxed and forced my eyes to open but it didn't. I thought " oh God, Binabangungot ba ako? Wake me up please".

I forced and forced till I pulled my body up just as fast as i was able to open my eyes and looked around. A sigh of relief was coming until i realized I was still on lying position and my eyes were still closed. "Oh my God the first one was a nightmare" This time It's real, I cant open my eyes. I did the same thing again and pulled my self up only to discover right after that i still had my eyes closed and that i was back on the lying position again. I was getting scared. I mustered all my strength to open my eyes up, and it cracked open a little bit but still i wasnt moving. My body was still. Then I woke up only to find out for the third time that my eyes were still closed and i was still asleep. It was really creeping me out. (Struggling to wake up for the third time , only to find out that you were still asleep and it has been just a dream like the first two times i woke up.) I called Abigail's name in my head, to help me, I called until i began crying and until I can finally hear my voice. My eyes were still closed. I think by that time Abigail heard me, She responded to my moans but walked away crying herself. (which was weird.) Then i woke up. I woke up for real and learned that the fourth time where in i was calling her name had also only been just a dream. A dream inside a dream inside a dream inside a dream inside a dream. Really weird. It was like being trapped in the same scenario over and over again. I sat still for awhile before i headed for the restroom. I washed my face with cold water to make sure Im awake and if im not, then for myself to wake up. 1:30pm - Just in time to get back to work.

It was a really weird sleep. Unlike some people, I do not wish to die in my sleep. I really want to have time to say goodbye and all that drama first. :)