It is not that I retract what i said.
Maybe Its because i care how you'd feel.
You obviously dont care about mine or actually you think you dont have to.
But in my case, member ako ng Carebears. So as far as there is caring concerned,I cant help it. ;p OMG Bakit hindi na lang ako naging Critters, mabalahibo din naman yun ah ;{
Minsan gusto ko mag emote, minsan wala na akong masabi, sa tinagal ng panahon, i feel like nasabi ko na lahat and there is nothing new to say and I dont want to go back to being 13 and asking the million why's. Its pointless. Ayoko ng i-bold ang mga fonts na matagal ng font size number 72 . And one more fact of life (subjectively), When you're 13, the world understands what makes you sad and symphatizes with you, but when you are 24, the world expects you to handle it (who wants to hear your drama?). So I try. and I do.
Pero kung meron pa akong hindi nasasabi sa iyo ito ay ang:
**** ka **** ka
(4 letter word is not referring to word "fuck" OR "gago" Or "shit". Hindi naman kita mumurahin noh. ;p) haha blog na nga lang censored pa rin hahaha.
Ito na yun todo-critters wannabe na ako sa lagay na yan at this moment.
Parang Funny noh, Parang di naman ako seryoso. Pero Im serious and I cant say Im not affected.
Hindi lang ako Emo kaya Im visually colorful, kahit black pa ang suotin ko colorful pa din yun sa akin. (why be Emo? I dont need to put up a sad face wearing troubled fashion when i can still smile di ba?). You stand by your alibis a. k. a defense, but it has never justified the person you have become, as a matter of fact,we dont really understand who you are anymore, and we're just holding on to our last threads of hope: the love we have for you (naks!), the blood that flows the same in us(uy!), the care we have for each other (by the way, you wanna join permanently?) Sometimes you go back to being you which is nice, but most of the time we're missing you and you just love being high.
teka may sasabihin pa pala ako:
More than ten years should qualify you to a certificate of recognition:
**** of the decade.
This is to certify that ______ has successfully consistently provided forced independence at unstable stages and most needing times to those who look up to her/him and implemented troubled stressful lifestyles by being a living example of how to be as confused as you already are and lost as you can possibly get. Dreams are for those who sleep and Getting high is for those who dont sleep. An official go-getter, lie to those who you know loves you and get from them what you need to, then make them feel guilty about it. Congratulations! You have definitely hurt them more than the expected number of times and chances.
~~~The last of the drama blogs part II~~~
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