Tuesday, October 9, 2007

---what to do---

I once said that i always know what i want, well what do you know right?,at the moment, I actually dont. I know i want to do a certain thing but i also know i do not want to compromise anything. It is giving me a really bad headache. I feel like all the fingers of my hands have strings controlling each angle in my life that i am forever trying to balance. It has always been easier to cut one of the strings. or two of the strings. or three. or four and so forth. But I cannot do it and will not do it. These are not just angles , these are angles of my life with direct effect to people i care for. If i sway wrong, If i sway it selfishly, I just might end up tangling up the strings.

what to do. what to do.

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