Kubrador at Cobrabird

...hindi ako takot sa ahas.


"May kukubrahin pa ko sa katapusan" keso "kubra" dito "kubra" doon. What an infuriating term. Kubra. Kubra. Kubra. Is there no other more acceptable term like "Kunin" "Kikitain" ? So after many "kubras" hindi ko na natiis so i asked an equally maddening question "'Kubra' ka ng 'Kubra' jan!, Ahas ka? Cobra ka ba?" so I cupped one of my hands to imitate a snake's form (a cobra's, to be specific.)and then nag batang-isip mode :

Che: "SSSssshhhhh....SsssssSSshhh.."

Ryan: "Ah..anong ginagawa mo?"

Then I jabbed him on his right arm using my ala-snake formed right hand.) Yes. seriously i did -ala bruce lee style, that is if you know the bruce lee moves. ;p

"kubra-kubra-kubrahin kita jan e"

Eh cute ako (feelingera ;p), kaya natawa naman siya ;p hahaha and shempre nauna na akong tumatawa haha.

(Ang kulit ko noh.., pag mature ka na ba.. dapat di ka na makulit? ..not to worry I am at other instances and situations, sophisticated and responsible naman... but as for other times (like this)... I vow to be more mature and to act more matured, to leave all my corny jokes behind and all my badong hirits and all my silly stunts when i reach the age of...... 85. ) Congrats! So If you die before me, It'll be like a good thing, but if i die before you, you'll miss me. ;)
Plus anyway, i haven't heard the word 'kubra' since....hmm. Effective?

Actually I have had past experiences with the phonetically-alike word 'cobra' also:

CSB days. Lianes and I were talking in Class then, about men (yes you talk about us , we talk about you ) and other thingssss. When we got hold of the class attendance sheet or something like that which has everyone's id number and email address on it. There was one very distracting email address of a certain classmate that really got us laughing, panu ba naman COBRABIRD_*******@yahoo.com, so we looked around in class for who could be potentially this egoistic to create such an email add to see if he looks like he does live up to his email add. Bintang dito Bintang doon pa kami, all the while joking that this cobrabird guy is DaNgErOus, keso nanunuklaw yun ,makamandag, mamatay ka pag ginawa niyo kase venomous...etc. ;p Lianes is so equally kalog pa naman. Super laugh trip. Yun pala this Cobrabird guy is the one sitting just right infront of us. Ang lakas lakas pa ng boses namin and we were really snickering wildly the whole time. Nakakaloka, He just sat there listening to us as we pulled all sort of stupid jokes about his email...ang sama sama namin---awkward. We're really sorry cobrabird. But Nope, he did not look like an owner of a cobra bird, only a cobrabird email. ;p I bet nagpalit na siya ng email add ngayon. (just to clarify...Lianes and I, we're good girls...nagkataon lang natawa kami. bawal???!)

Note: If you know the guy, wag niyo na ako isumbong. ;p Nagbago na ako. naniniwala na akong posibleng may cobrabird sa mundo. wahahaha. joke. huling hirit na yan promise. ;p

Patayin sa Saksak si Kenny?

r palmero: cge... basta alagaan mo lang sarili mo ha... ganda ganda mo... baka maubos sa puyat...
me: bolera ka na ngayon ha
me: malayo pa bday ko :p
rica palmero: hindi ahhh totoo yon.... pero kahit maganda ka hindi ko makalimutan yung ginawa mo kay lloyd go nung grade 5 tayo
me: anu may ginawa ba ako sa kanya?
me: anu yun?
r palmero: tinusok mo ng ballpen sa likod
me: hahahahahaha
me: (laughing smiley) ;p
r palmero: tapos si christine sa kamay sinaksak
r palmero: si lloyd go
me: hindi si l go yun
me: si Kenny S
r palmero: oo
r palmero: ang tinusok mo sa likod?
me: oo
me: :)
r palmero: ahhh
me: dati
r palmero: oo
me: nalalala mo pumapatol sa babae yun di ba
r palmero: nabaligtad na.. bali grade 6 yon
me: nung elem, so sabi ko" saksakin kita ng bolpen jan eh!" sabi naman niya "sige tagal.." kaya sinaksak ko,,, masunurin ako eh ;p
r : oo nga.... makulit yon classmate ko rin yon nung 1st year.
r palmero: (laughing smiley)
r palmero: tama lang yan
r palmero: alam ko masunurin ka talaga
me: (laughing smiley)
r palmero: kaya delikado ang ganda mo
me: mala serial killer
me: (laughing smiley)
r palmero: (laughing devil smiley)

After ..God knows since when... Ngayon ko lang ulit nakausap si R, sa ym pa. :)
The real Marimar.
haha ;p I cant believe she kept a violent memory of me nung elementary hahaha. Its so funny. :p So maybe lets just say i was a dangerous little girl, who shouldn't be left alone with ballpens. ;p hahaha.
Kasi ngayon ko lang naalala and yes its true, sinaksak ko pala si Kenny sa likod ng ballpen ko nung Grade 6 kami. He's a cute boy who's about 1 or 2 years older ata from us. Mild pa nga yung term ni Rica "tinusok" ko daw..as far as i can remember "sinaksak" would be the more accurate term. hahaha. Kenny if you ever read this and i never said sorry to you dati, 'Im sorry' (sincere yan promise) ;) ........but back then you deserved it. :p peace kenny. peace :) Anyways i dont recall naman that the ballpen actually ever punctured through his polo shirt uniform and under shirt noon. Siguro parang may stabbing pressure lang, but then again..how should i know di ba? Im the smooth criminal here ;p Kenny wag mo akong paghigantihan ha. :) For the record,we went on to high school to be beautiful peaceful teenagers,friends,batchmates, and during all high school, Kenny did not show signs of plotting 'V' for Vendetta ;p hahaha or signs of even remembering my little crime. Thank God. ;) Thank God. And okay naman kami ah. Hi Kenny. ;p mabait na si kenny ngayon eh sobrang bait (peace ;p)

note: si Christine naman na nang saksak ng ballpen sa kamay, ginantihan ata niya. Sinuntok niya or sinampal, i dont remember clearly... si kenny ba yun or si lloyd yung sa sinaksak niya?. too bad di ba? hindi nakailag. I've always loved her spunk. :) Hi Christine, I heard you are a ramp model now. (bigla bang bumati? ;p)

As for the mistaken-victim L Go, who I hear is playing drums for a band now. I never attacked him in whatsoever way and did not and will have no whatsoever reason to do that. I do remember we were close friends once until he transferred. He's a cool guy though. Wherever you are Lloyd, take care!! :)

HCHS Volleyball- ang muling pagkukulitan

Pag ako nagka kotse. (if and if)...shit ang una kong pupuntahan Antipolo, not Tagaytay, not bagiou, etc etc. Antipolo. Hindi naman sa yun ang favorite place ko, im just laging nabibitin pag papuntang Antipolo. Laging di natutuloy. Yan tuloy sounds like my favorite place na tuloy. I would really really love to just sit back and enjoy the view from the top. Pag dating ko dun, oorder ako ng sisig, at kakain ako ng crunch bite size and magpapaka senti ako. Ma tao kasi sa Tagaytay, tendency to see someone you know (not that im up to doing something bad, siguro minsan a pseudo escape from everyday stress is simply needed. Antipolo's a good second option noh?. (now turned first). I just remembered kasi hindi nanaman natuloy nung Saturday. Sila Michelle kasi decided we should just go to Eastwood. Maybe Im supposed to go there someday at the right time and for a very special reason. Hahaha kinilig kilig naman ako. wehehehe. Gabi na, The wind is chilling ,the stars are all lit up, my hair is sobrang soft (sinama ko pa talaga ang hair ko ;p) Everything is perfect, except i bet malamok di ba? and ma-insect.

Beer. I dont think I can drink. At least not anymore and not at some place public. Im a real tomato. Kalahati pa lang, sobrang red na. Kareen on the other hand is our toma queen. Binigay ko na lang sa kanya yung kalahati, helloow ang pangit ko na. I can bear 'drunk', but i cant bear looking like a drunkard wearing a tomato head and knowing im not even drunk. And personally, drinking doesnt do me much good. I have my friends to thank for watching over me, during those yester-times when we would spend the night away gathering and drinking whatever. Kareen- the toma queen is also former Inuman-dean, siya nagbabantay sa akin (or so she confirmed) Elouise I swear to God i remember falling everywhere,etc etc, but i swear i do not remember taking a shower with all my clothes on, ano ko nang aakit? but i did notice wearing a different shirt the next day when i woke up (courtesy of my wardrobe changers Elouise and Jocelyn).. as for what happened to my shirt. Yung classic white Benetton Tee ko ay ginamit at inangkin na ni C. Quieng (he's a good guy so i think ok lang sayong sayo na yan! :) ) Pero sabi nga nila, pag may good mayroon ding bad. Who do bad things. Im not going to elaborate. (but please dont run your imaginations) Young people should just be really sure they know everyone well enough to trust them and girls always looking out for each other is very very very important. After that inuman session, I did not allow myself to go anywhere near that kind of situation again.,especially when there are uninvited vultures around.

HCHS earlier:
The picture taking was brief. It didnt take long. I looked cheeky in all of it. (what's new?) Its been so long since i stepped inside the gym. A lot has changed, but the feeling is still the same, somewhere inside you, you want to run, you want to jump, you want to play, but then you realize it's really not the same so why not just take a seat and chat. :) My former-love of 4 years was there.He smiled, and waved hi. His current girlfriend was also there, who organized this little reunion. His First-ex was also there, now turned Czesca's ninang. Oh my. Para pala kaming One Tree Hill. To think sumasakit ang ulo ko sa One Tree Hill and i said i'd never fall for Lucas. Only this guy is Lucos. Luco-lucos. ;p hehe joke lang po. Seriously joke joke joke lang. It feels good to know na we can now be at one same place comfortably na wala ng tension. Natuwa din ako makita sila, above it all, nagingibabaw ang pinagsamahan. For those idiots who dont know. I used to share the same court with these people, we used to be friends... good friends and we'll always be friends.

Joanna, a.k.a Dots. was there, Ha. Parang kelan lang, kaming tatlo ni Gelynne, we sang and danced to the tune of 'She bangs, She bangs' during one alumni christmas party dati. Nauna kami kay William Hung ha. hehehe. Nag overnight pa kami sa bahay to rehearse and memorize the lyrics and the dance, then the following day rehearse uli, we even bought our minus one tape. Todo effort talaga. Joanna's around 5'8 and Gelynne is around 5'10 , ako lang ang maliit. :P All to win 500 pesoses hahaha na pinaghatian pa namin hahaha. LUGEEEE! ;p and lastly, guess who's the choreographer?...............Meeee. And i cant even touch my toes without bending my knees. It was hilarious.

And now we're back.

A Day without Rain...

August 22. Why do we commemorate someone's death? is it simply beacuse we cannot forget?

Its been 4 years since she died.


All the rivers flow to the Sea
Yet the Sea never become full
But to the place where they Go...
The river keeps on flowing.
-Ecclesiastes 1:7


sometimes when i pray.. i tend to fall asleep half way.
or Sometimes Im just trying to pray. Most times, my prayers are light and other times they are too dark.

But there are prayers we mean, we mean to the heart ...
I remember...
I never begged for a bigger miracle.. than for my sister to live.
Watching her gasping and forcing herself. .

It was moments i would never even in my nightmares dream my sister would have to go through...

Lord I do not know the reasons why ...
but behind my doubts is a trusting heart..
that You are God... A God who is just.
And that You.. have plans for us.
And that everyone has a purpose.
That where.. You have taken my sister is a far better place than here.

--Achie. ( Same prayer for 4 years. same prayer)

We Miss you...