In Need of a Good Sleep

Oh..its not such a good day today. Im feeling very sleepy and i still have pictures of Baron pretending to be drunk but actually just being a real asshole in my mind. And I feel bad for being impatient last night when Czesca woke up around 2 am last night and suddenly just started crying and crying. We all want to be good mommies. But we're also just human, we falter every now and then. Easier said than done as they say. Before I left home this morning I gave her three kisses on the side of her lips. Maybe i was hoping she'd wake up and she'd see me. See that Im not angry anymore and that Im sorry.