As much as i would like to claim that I am perfect. Im not. :) Im just me. My heart is complicated. I will never know where Ryan gets his patience from. Why everything I do is cute (kahit sa totoo lang, pwede na akong i-silya elektrika sa topak) Life is nuts and so am I. Yes, that was hard to admit hahaha (that im nuts :p), of course i want to be dubbed "the ideal girl of the century" but Im not. All i am is me.
I like to be pampered constantly. I'm spoiled and I can be bitchy. I lose my temper over something as stupid as freakin' nothing. My flaws are all laid out. Im your silly sweet dream girl and then the girlfriend from hell the next minute. Sometimes even I confuse myself. But where people judge me, Ryan understands. I wonder why even when i'm already dead angry/unreasonable and Im being the pain in the ass that i know i am, Ryan just laughs and looks at me like im a little fluffy bunny all cute and cuddly. I hate it. That I cannot see what he sees in me. I love him. because he loves me like i know he does, and im pretty sure no man in this life could probably love me the same way (endure me the same way ;p hahaha). I mean WARNING: OCASSIONALLY POSSESSED BY AN EVIL SPIRIT. who would love someone like that? I wish i could love him the way he loves me (except pagaka seloso). (ang haba ng hairrr :P) But again Im just me, I can only love you the way my heart can. Ill try to do better. In fairness naman,Im not the typical SOCO girlfriend who is always after checking up on his private stuffs. But point me at the right wrong directions and maybe i'll be tempted to peek in every now and then. ;p ahahaha.
The winner sa Dakilang Pag-Ibig of the Century Award ay si Ryan. Thanks. For being consistent despite my inconcistencies. You know ako, I like great love stories. I dream of being in one and hindi ko kaagad na realize that Im already in one.
~~One day at time.
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